Void

Have you ever experienced nihilistic feeling of void and emptiness? When you look up at the starry night and realize that you are looking at the past, when these stars existed, and some of them, right at this moment may not even be there anymore? And feel so small as grain of sand in the expanding universe?
Feeling of meaningless hunts me from the youngest age, I hate, when it comes, and I decided to portray it in this drawing. Don't know, If you able to feel what I was feeling, when was drawing it, but anyways... drawing from imagination.