Phantom of the Opera - Point of no return

I have a confession to make. I have never seen "Phantom of the Opera", until recently. (movie 2004) I always wanted to watch it, but kept forgetting about it. Of course I knew songs and loved them. So, I watched it, and have so many conflicting thoughts and feelings. Even though the relationships between Phantom and Christine is incredibly toxic, I really loved the passion and combined with songs I can now understand why people ship it. So my problem is "Wow they have so much passion and feelings" and "Oh no, this is abusive". 0_o I would never wish someone to have this kind in relationships in real life, but it was fun to watch it on the movie screen. So I guess I ship it??? Maybe? I don't know.
As you can see, I was inspired by "Point of no return" scene, partly drew this from imagination and partly from movie. Because this song is FIRE! Challenging myself to draw from imagination.